05/03/2012

The more days I stay in this school, the more I don't like it, and the more I want to transfer to some other school. I was going to transfer to Morrison Academy in Taichung. I've heard that it's a really good school and when I went to look at their website, I found out that their swim team is really good! And the records that they've kept is really good. I really wanted to go, but when my parents called the school, they said that there won't be any empty spots for the rising sophomores. Although I was kind of depressed and disappointed when I learned about this fact, I remembered the night before the day that my mom planned to bring me to visit the school. That night, I was panicking about questions like "What if they don't like me?" "What if I can't fit in when I transfer?" "They all look so pretty in these pictures but I'm not... Will they don't want to be friends with me?" I was really scared for a while, so I figured that, probably not transferring would be a good decision too. I hate the feeling of being worried about questions like that, and even though transferring might make me happier, I still don't want to go through the process of fitting in.