05/01/2012

Just right now I've realized that it's already May. It feels like a few weeks ago was just the leadership camp in Hualien. I don't want to be a junior yet. Looking at the juniors every year working so hard, yet getting yelled at almost everyday, it's just a life that I don't ever want to have. Although I'm a person that doesn't need a LOT of sleep, I still have to have a certain amount of sleep every week. According to some of the upperclassmen, if you want to get into a good school, there will always be many days that you can barely sleep. Also, I've heard that it's hard to even find time to squeeze the event "eating" in between the day. I hate those kind of times when you are totally stressed out and even though doing the best you can to get things done and have them done perfectly, you still get yelled at by people, telling you that you're not spending enough effort on the works. Can time please pass a little slower? I still want to enjoy my childhood. The time is taking my innocence away and forcing us to find out how disgusting reality is. Even the closest people beside you can suddenly turn back and stab you in the back some day.