10/24/2011

Again, Biology is killing me. ADP, ATP, The Krebs Cycle, Electron Transport... and all those other things are driving me crazy. I haven't understood the previous chapter yet, and the teacher is already giving out homework for the next chapter. Everything's mixing up in my brain, and since there are a lot of chemistry involved actually, which I totally suck at. Just trying to understand a tiny part of the chapter takes up almost all of my time, and there are tons of parts still waiting. I'm actually quite scared that someday my body wouldn't be able to support myself. I've been sleeping really late these days. The latest these days was at 5 o'clock in the morning. I admit that I wasn't studying all the time, but the majority of the time, I was studying. I really want to get good grades, but it feels like the more I want it, the harder it gets. Now I'm really depressed and I don't know what to do. I don't feel like studying and I tried to go to sleep, but it's just not possible. I stare at the ceiling, not being able to fall asleep.