10/16/2011

This weekend I really did nothing. Really, writing these blog posts make me depressed. It really feels like my life is just so boring that everything I write about overlaps, and I really have nothing that's exciting that happens. Today, I went to Taipei, which I normally go to every Sundays for orchestra practice. I've skipped many classes already because of swimming competitions, family issues and a lot of other reasons, so today when I went there, I really forgot every song. Actually, thinking about the orchestra, I really don't want to go there anymore. I've been there for two years already, but all my friends have left. Literally, all of them left. Now, none of the people in the orchestra are people that I've known for two years. Even the teacher changed. It's not that I don't want to make friends with other people, but it's that things just changed too much and I guess I don't really like getting used to changes like this. It's easier for me to make friends in school since we meet almost everyday, but it's harder to make friends in the orchestra since I don't go there every week, and even if I did, we only meet up once a week. Now, in the orchestra, I just talk to the people that I know a bit, but I'm just so different than I normally am.