05/16/2012

One day, my body will crash if I continue to be sleeping this late and not having healthy meals regularly. It's just that it's just hard to be sleeping early since I have so much stuff to do and with all the pressure, sometimes it's just hard to fall asleep directly after I get on bed. I really want to be going to sleep earlier but I guess it's just hard to go to sleep early when a lot of people are there, online, for you to chat with, and every time I start watching another episode of 90210, I just can't stop watching after the hook at the end of each episode. Each day, I watch at least 3 episodes and I'm storming through them. It's kind of sad because it feels like I have no life but to watch all the TV episodes. I want to hang out with friends and freedom just like the people in Beverly Hills have. I kind of envy the life of them in these shows other than all the dramatic things that happen to each of them and how misunderstandings can turn out to the destruction of someone's life. But it's just that there are some things that are too complicated in their lives, with all the sexual life they're getting at the age of 15 or 16, the pregnant people, and the drugs.