9/12/2011

These days, I've been feeling very depressed although it's moon festival. Next Sunday is the swimming competition for Hsinchu County. Annie, Amanda and I are going to compete in that competition. Not against each other though! But, since I have some feminine issues, I am not able to swim in the week before the competition, which is the most important week for the people that are competing the longer distances. I am sort of doing a long distance one, but since I'm not able to be practicing in the last week, I'm already sure that I won't do well on this competition. I kind of said to myself that it's ok, since there will be another one on 10/1. But then, i realized again that there will be camp if the week before the competition. That made me really really depressed since there are only a few competitions in the whole year, and I wouldn't perform well in these two.