03/05/2012

Today could be one of my really bad days in my life, since first of all, the most important person in my life has left, we had a History test and I hope that I didn't screw it up because I started studying at 12 last night for it, I was feeling really sick and uncomfortable today, I lost one of my books, I have a whole big pile of homework waiting for me and I have been really sleepy since I came home today. Wow. After typing all that out and going back reading through all of it, I really think that this is such a horrible day I'm having, and all I want to do right now is to close my eyes and go to sleep forever, not waking up to face the reality, with piles of homework to be doing and loads of things to be worrying about. I really want to just throw everything away and take a rest. At least for one minute, just let me be free from all the stress and annoying things. Now, even when I try to close my eyes and not think about anything, in my mind, there are still things that run around, not letting me relax. Even when I'm sleeping, I often have dreams that makes me feel sad and stressed out when I wake up.