02/22/2012

12. This number may seem like it's nothing, but I'm starting to count down to the day when the most important person in my life now other than my family members is going to leave to the States for 2.5 years. He won't be able to come back to visit due to the military policies in Taiwan, so it means that the only ways we can communicate is via internet or letters. My mom knows about how important this friend is to me, so she's promised me that I could go and visit him during breaks. I'm really happy about it, but thinking about how expensive the tickets would be and how a lot of the breaks that we have in PAS isn't long enough for a trip to the States. Also, even if we have a break here, it doesn't mean that there will be a break in the states. I wonder if we'll still be this close when he moves to the States, but I have faith in us and I hope that we'll still be as close as we are right now after 2.5 years. Even though now, whenever I think about how there's only 12 more days, and actually, at this exact moment, 45 more minutes till there will only be 11 more days, I get really sad. This is the reason why I'm very depressed these days and gets very emotional easily.