02/23/2012

11? No. 1. There's 11 more days till he's going to be leaving Taiwan. But tomorrow, is his last day in PAS, and I won't be there because my whole family will be in Hualien, doing community service. I'm actually really worried about myself, since these days, whenever I think about him leaving, I cry. I wouldn't want to be crying when I'm there helping sick people, and I hope that I won't have time to be thinking about it. One of the things that I really can't stand in life is having to say goodbye to people that are so close to you. I'm a person that doesn't believe that people can stay close with each other for long, once they don't get to see each other for a long period of time. I'm hoping for the best, but expecting the worse. Of course, the best is that he can be back quickly, but it's in fact, impossible, so in this case, the best is that we can still be really close, and obviously, the worse would be that we lose contact. Wow. Just by thinking about us being far apart makes me sad now. I wonder how sad I'll be when I graduate or when me, myself, am the person that is leaving PAS. Even though PAS isn't the place I would want to be in the most, but there still are friends and swim team that makes me want to stay.