11/30/2011

Today I found out that I have a lot of muscles on my arms. To be honest, I'm freaking out already. A girl with muscles? That isn't cool. I don't want to look like the muscle women you see in TV. Also, my shoulders are getting wider and wider. The muscles and wide shoulders are caused by swimming too much I think. I know that swimming would cause people to have wider shoulders but I didn't know that it would be that obvious. I hate wide shoulders. Really. Last time I was trying on a dress for winter dance, but then found out that it would look good on me only if I didn't have these wide shoulders. Actually, not only that dress. Almost all clothes will only look good if I had thinner shoulders. The only way to prevent my shoulders to get wider is to quit swimming which is something that is quite impossible for me. It's the only sport that I'm good at. On land, I trip, fall, and hurt myself too frequently that my mom won't feel surprised when I hurt myself. I will continue swimming, but I guess I really have to deal with my muscles and wide shoulders.