11/10/2011

What does loosing someone or something really important to you feel like? Should it feel really painful? If so, I guess I'm loosing someone that meant the most to me. We were once so close and we shared our deepest secrets with each other. Even though we are just so close, the mistake I made was so bad that made a huge crack form between us. Even though we still chat, things just feel so different. I want to do something to change it, and go back to the times when we were close. I really regretted what I've done but no matter what I do, everything's not going to change back to what it has been like. A quote from Annie, "Friendship if like glass, it can be fixed, but there will always be a crack". I didn't really believe that before, but now, I guess I really have to. Before, the person I'm talking about in this post and I are each other's "almost-priority" friends. Since my normal group of friends normally don't stay after school, or they don't really stay till as late as I do, I hang out with that person, but after the mistake, we never hanged out and had almost 0 interaction at school.