9/20/2011

Today was the first real class of Musical Production. There were about 23 of us, but since the teacher said that he's not sure about who will stay in the play because he doesn't know how many people we need yet. I don't think that they're doing the right thing since people won't be able to go to their original classes, but if in the end, they got kicked out of the class, they would be falling behind in their original class. It would be a bad thing for all the teachers and those students. Also, I would feel really sad and probably a little humiliated if they kick me out since we did the audition, and they'll keep the people will better skills, and so it means that I'm not good enough to be in the musical. To me, a person that really cares about what other people think of me, this isn't a good thing. But, since I'm actually quite shy to sing on stage, I am really still thinking about whether I should stay in the musical or not.